me and ger finish our releationship le. . ... im happy for the paast three months. . . . . even u had a bf. .. i still din regret being together with you.. . although ppl might say im a bastard or wad. . .. and thats the reason why we hav to part. . ... . . so sad. . . . mayb . . in future. . . we might hav a chance to be togehter again. . . when u 2 break up. . well. . . leave that to fate. =) i don wanna say anything much. .. but. . . thanks for the love and care u gave. . . i believe u tear becoz u love me. . the real reason why. . . i rejected gers. . . and breakin up with other gfs. . . is for the sake of you. well. . . . its jus that. . . . i dunno. . .. . its seems to me that. . . good gers like ugly guys. . mayb they think good lookin guys ar baddies. . . . . .. . well. . . . i don wanna treat gers good le. . .. . the third time i treat gers good. . . and the third time i got hurted. . . . . i think foolin around is better for me ba. . . .. . at least i wun sad. . .. at least i wun need to giv out love. . and get nothing in return. . . . . . everything seems so. . . i dunno. . .. . . . . .. im so restless .. ... so tired. . . i think i need a rest. . . .. . badly. .. .. . .. . don feel like workin. . . wanna lie at home for the whole day. . . but i noe. . that is inpossible. . . . .i still hav to support the family. . .. hav to work more harder then before. . . even though i got all my buddies. . . . life seems. . . . i dunno. . my future in darkness. .. . . .sometimes i was hopin. .. im the one who died. . at least my bro. . future doctor . . can carry on livin. . instead of me. . wastin the country's resources. . . . . you yin bi you guo. . this is karma. . . . .

boyfriend-
I'm sorry for me buggin' you,
Sorry for being such a fool,
God knows I've tried but I can't let go,
I'm crazy 'bout you know who,
I'm sorry for me needing you,
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too,
I get the point, should be a man about it,
I've never been good at that - no no,
Forgive me for being me,
I've tried to let go

I know you got a boyfriend-another man,
Another guy by your side,
Someone who hopefully treats you right,
But you don't know how much I wish That I was~ Your boyfriend
that other guy,
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night,
now you don't know how much I wishThat I was your boyfriend. .

I'm sorry for me wanting you,
Sorry for not playing by the rules,
But what would you do if you were in my shoes,
Feeling lost and blue Mmmm,
I'm sorry for me lovin' you,
sorry for being such a fool,
God knows I've tried but I can't let go,
I'm crazy 'bout you know who,
forgive me for being me,
i tried to let go

Another man is by your side,
I hope he treats you right,
I wish I was the only one,
To lay in your arms at night,
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin',
Now what else can I do,
And how I wish that my prayers,
Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality. .

hai. . .. =""(